I understood what he meant. Memory doesn’t have to become a punishment. Sometimes it becomes a boundary instead. A reminder. Proof that choices actually matter, even the small ones, even years later.
“I forgive you,” I said.
The words arrived quietly. No dramatic swell, no lightning. Just rain against the windshield and a car full of the ordinary weight of two people trying.
Grant glanced at me, and for a moment he couldn’t speak at all.
“I know I’ve said something like that before,” I went on. “Or almost said it.”
He swallowed. “You never actually did. Not those exact words.”
“I know.”
He turned his eyes back to the road. “Thank you.”
“I’m not saying what you did was acceptable.”
“I know.”
“And forgiveness doesn’t mean forgetting it happened.”
“I know.”
“It means I’m finished carrying it around every single day.”
His thumb moved slowly across the back of my hand. After a while he said, “I forgive you too.”