I blinked. “For what?”
“Not telling me who your father was.”
I gave him a look. He smiled, a little cautiously. “What?”
“I’m deciding whether to be offended.”
“Take your time.”
I laughed. Then I got serious again. “I’m sorry.”
“I know.”
“No — really. I spent years telling myself keeping Dad a secret was about protecting what we had. But some of it was fear.”
“Of what?”
“That if you knew, I’d never be sure whether you loved me, or the life you thought I could hand you.”
He nodded slowly. “And after five years?”
“I should have known better.”
“Yes.”
“I do now.”
He smiled. “Good.”
We drove another mile in comfortable quiet. Then he said, “For the record, your father’s life looks exhausting.”
“It is.”
“Three different people called during lunch about something happening in Singapore.”
“Exactly.”
“And his coffee machine requires an actual touchscreen.”