My mother had been dead eleven years.
“What is this?”
His voice went soft. “A letter she wrote before she died.”
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PART 10
My eyes filled instantly. “Why didn’t you give it to me?”
“I was trying to decide whether I had the right to.”
“The right?”
“She asked me to give it to you when you became a mother.”
I stared at the envelope. Grant came and stood beside me.
“I’d forgotten where she’d put it,” my father continued. “After Micah was born, I finally tore apart the old study looking.”
My own name looked strangely unfamiliar written in that hand. Vivian. One word, from a hand I hadn’t watched move since I was twenty-three years old.
“What does it say?”
He shook his head. “I don’t know. I never opened it. It isn’t mine to open.”
I looked down at Micah, asleep in my arms. My mother had written something for exactly this version of me — not the daughter, not the accountant, not even the wife. The mother.