I slid one finger under the flap. Then stopped. Suddenly, I was afraid — not of bad news, but of being understood, fully, by someone who’d been gone for eleven years.
Grant touched my shoulder. “You don’t have to read it tonight.”
I looked at him. Then at my father. Then at Micah.
Maybe some truths only arrive when you’re actually ready for them. I carried the letter upstairs unopened.
Long after everyone else had gone to sleep, I sat beside Micah’s crib under the soft glow of the nursery lamp. On the back of the envelope was a single line I hadn’t noticed before.
For the day you understand that choosing your family is different from losing yourself inside it.
I stared at that sentence for a long time before I finally opened the letter.
It ran six pages. I read the first one twice.