“That sounds suspiciously reasonable.”
“I’m getting older.”
“You’re thirty-six.”
“Ancient.”
I smiled. Then he asked, “What do you want?”
The question should have been easy. It wasn’t.
“I want my work.”
“Okay.”
“I want to be Micah’s mother without becoming only Micah’s mother.”
“Okay.”
“I want my father in our lives.”
He nodded. “Okay.”
“And…” I hesitated. “I want our marriage.”
His expression shifted. Hope crept in carefully, like it wasn’t sure it was allowed. Before he could speak, I kept going.
“But not the old version.”
“No.”
“I don’t want a marriage where one of us is always guessing what the other one is hiding.”
“Neither do I.”
“I don’t want your mother making decisions inside our relationship.”
“She won’t.”
“And I don’t want my father’s money becoming the answer every single time life gets hard.”
Grant almost smiled. “I strongly agree with that one.”