Then came a line I found myself wishing Grant could read himself.
Perhaps one day you will love someone who disappoints you deeply. If that happens, do not only ask whether they are sorry. Ask whether they are willing to become different. And ask yourself the same question.
I cried quietly. Not the way I’d cried in that hospital hallway. This felt closer to recognition than grief. For weeks I’d been asking myself whether Grant deserved forgiveness. Maybe that had never been the right question. Forgiveness isn’t a prize handed out to someone who finally behaved correctly. The real question was whether our marriage could become something healthier than the one that had brought us to this exact room — and whether both of us were actually willing to build it.
The bedroom door opened softly. Grant stood there in sweatpants and an old university shirt.
“You okay?”