He laughed softly, without much humor in it. “Because every month I heard you at the kitchen table telling yourself everything would be fine, and I could hear that you didn’t believe it.”
Her expression cracked slightly. “I was nine, Mom. Kids know when adults are pretending.”
“I thought I was protecting you,” she whispered.
There it was again. Protecting. My father and I traded a look across the table. Apparently it was a family condition.
For the next hour, nobody raised their voice. They didn’t need to. Grant told his mother that being her son couldn’t keep meaning becoming responsible for every crisis she had. She listened — badly, sometimes defensively — but she listened.
Then she surprised me.
“I’m sorry about the hospital.”
The room went quiet.
She looked straight at me. “I was frightened about the bank call. Grant was frightened. And I made your labor feel less important because I wanted my son with me.” Her eyes filled. “That was selfish.”