The tissue paper had fallen into my lap.
I looked at Ethan.
He was crying now.
Not loudly.
Not dramatically.
Just silent tears running down his cheeks while he waited for me to understand.
I whispered his name.
“Ethan…”
He nodded.
“Look at it, Mom.”
“I am.”
“No.”
His voice cracked.
“Really look at it.”
So I did.
And that was when I saw the tiny engraving.
Three words.
Three words I hadn’t seen in years.
Three words I had once written with a shaking hand on the back of a photograph.
Three words that belonged to someone who should have been standing beside me that night.
Someone who should have been sitting in the third row.
Someone who should have been there to watch Ethan receive his diploma.
My heart stopped.
“No…”
Ethan crouched beside my chair.
“Yes, Mom.”
I looked back down at the object.
It was old.
Much older than Ethan.
The metal was scratched, the edges worn smooth from years of being carried and handled.
And suddenly I knew exactly where it had come from.
I covered my mouth.
A sound escaped me that I didn’t recognize as my own.
The woman beside me reached for my shoulder.
“Are you okay?”
I couldn’t answer.
