“All what?”
“The distance. Between you and Grant.”
“You’ve been encouraging that distance for years.”
“That isn’t fair.”
“I think it is.”
“You don’t know everything.”
My accountant’s brain woke up instantly, the way it always did when a number didn’t reconcile. “What don’t I know?”
She changed the subject. Classic Colette. “I hope I can meet Micah when you’re ready.”
“That will be Grant’s and my decision.”
“Of course.”
After I hung up, I stood in the kitchen holding a phone gone dark again, turning her sentence over and over.
You don’t know everything.
Not because I expected some tidy, dramatic secret. Real life rarely arranges itself that neatly. But there had been a low hum of tension for months that I’d chosen, deliberately, not to examine too closely. Grant taking calls out on the porch, out of earshot. An argument with Colette at Christmas that stopped dead the instant I walked into the room. A loan application that arrived at our house in January, which Grant explained away as a colleague’s mail sent to the wrong address.