I shut my eyes. They had always been my children. Peter knew the truth even while promising them to others.
The triplets spent almost three months in intensive care. Their improvement came in tiny increments: breathing independently a little longer, crying more strongly, managing a few more milliliters of milk. Rachel tracked every gain in a notebook beside my chair. When progress was slow, we returned to those small entries and reminded ourselves that a stronger breath or a successful feeding still counted. The notebook gave shape to days that otherwise seemed filled with waiting.
Harper and Madison wrote letters. When medical staff permitted visits, Ellen and George brought the yellow blanket they’d made for the child they thought came from Audrey. Instead, they gave it to me.
“We want the babies to have it,” Ellen said. “And someday, if you’re comfortable, we’d like them to know Audrey’s name.”