At first, I thought it was one of his jokes.
Then I saw his face.
Larry looked terrible.
His skin had taken on a yellowish tone. His cheeks seemed hollow. When I handed him his coffee, his fingers shook badly enough that some of it spilled through the lid.
“What is this?” I asked.
He glanced at the sign.
“My marriage proposal.”
“Larry.”
He looked away.
The traffic kept moving around us. People hurried past carrying briefcases and backpacks, barely glancing at the dying man holding the strangest proposal sign in the city.
Finally, he said, “The clinic thinks I’ve got about a month.”
Everything around me seemed to go quiet.
“What?”
“Liver failure.”
I sat beside him without caring that the concrete was freezing.
“Larry…”
“Don’t.”
“Don’t what?”
“Look at me like that.”
“Like what?”
“Like I’m already dead.”
Even then, somehow, he made me laugh.
But the sign remained between us.
I pointed at it.
“Why marriage?”
Larry wrapped both hands around the coffee.
For the first time that morning, he stopped trying to be funny.
“I don’t want to die belonging to nobody.”
My chest tightened.
“You don’t belong to nobody.”
“That sounds good when you say it.”
His voice was soft.
“Forms don’t care what sounds good.”
Then he explained—or at least, I believed he explained.
He said he had no legal family.
No spouse.
No children.
No sibling willing or able to handle things after his death.
He told me that eventually some county employee or institution would decide what happened to his remains.
“I know it sounds stupid,” he said.
“It doesn’t.”
“I just want one person who can say, ‘That’s my husband. I’ll take care of him.’”
I stared at him.
I was single.
Larry was dying.
And I had always been the kind of person who felt calmer when there was a problem I could solve.
Larry knew that.
