Nobody had called me sweetheart in her voice for 11 years.
I hated how much I wanted to hear it again.
She asked about Dad.
About our home.
About whether I was happy.
I told her I was.
But I didn’t mention the invention.
Or the money.
I wanted my birthday surprise to remain secret.
And, deep down, I wanted to believe she loved me without knowing I’d accomplished anything extraordinary.
Eventually, I invited her to my party.
“Are you sure?” she asked.
“No,” I admitted.
“But I want to try.”
I didn’t tell Dad any of this.
I knew seeing her would hurt him.
But I’d already imagined the three of us sitting together after the party.
Mom laughing at one of Dad’s terrible jokes.
Dad smiling at her.
As though 11 years could somehow be undone.
I told myself I could explain everything afterward.
A month after I turned 18, we finally held my birthday party.
That Saturday, our house filled with people.
Neighbors.
Relatives.
Dad’s coworkers.
Ms. Bennett.
Mr. Harris.