Part 1 — The Letter That Changed Everything
The first sentence of Larry’s letter made me read it twice.
Sarah, before I thank you, I owe you an apology.
I sat at my kitchen table with the envelope beside me and stared at those words.
The letter had arrived six days after Larry’s funeral.
Thick white paper. My name written across the front in the uneven handwriting I recognized from the hospice paperwork. The postmark was dated the day before he died.
When I first pulled it from the mailbox, I had smiled.
Of course Larry had written me a final letter.
That was exactly the sort of thing he would do.
This was a man who thanked me three times every morning for a cup of coffee that cost less than four dollars. A man who once apologized because I had to wait thirty seconds while he searched through his coat for a pen.
I expected a goodbye.
Maybe a joke.
Maybe one last complaint about my shoes.
Instead, his next sentence made my stomach turn cold.
Nobody was going to bury me as an unidentified man, Sarah. That part was never true.
I stopped breathing.
“No.”
The word slipped out before I realized I had spoken.
I kept reading.
The illness was real. The liver failure was real. The doctors really did tell me I probably had a month. But the reason I gave you for marrying me wasn’t the whole truth.
My chair scraped against the floor as I stood.
For a moment, anger came faster than grief.
“What did you do, Larry?”
There was no answer.
There would never be another answer spoken in his dry, amused voice.
Larry was gone.
